The 18th year, another blast!

Assalamualaikum..
There goes the title of this post =) yupp! It really was a blast. before I go on becerita pasal yesterday, the very 30th july of me turning 18 years old, I would like to convey my infinite gratitude to my family especially Babah & Mama, my bro-bro Awg, Miji & Daus for the mini celebration semalam.

Hmm… how to start aa? Blurrr ku masih. HAHA

Since 30th july was on Thursday, I have to go to school. Sebenarnya, kabak-kabak ku kan skulah kemarin. I was scare with the ‘tegarit-balik-balik’ birthday song aa. As I expected, the ‘tegarit-balik-balik’birthday song were sang by them. Awal pagi, birthday song. Time break, birthday song lagi. Balikbalik g tu. Sudah pun dikantin, tym d PS, birthday song lagi. Just before break, we had our photo session arah foyer for the Khatam Al-Quran which will be held somewhere on October. Guess what.. Birthday song lagi. Then after break, I have GP class. Birthday song lagi. Haiyaaa~ I was soooooooo MALU. Nda tau cana kan handle yang cane-cane ane. Anyway, thanks aa kamu kamu~ I was soooo HAPPY. Sampai sakit pipiku senyum-senyum saja. Nasib baik nda tecramp. Haha. Oh by the way, thank you so much to HJH SITI, ANISAH & ZIQAH for the slide presentation. Huhu. It’s very touching. Pasal kamu tu aku nanges. Bidaaa ee. HAHA. I also had my GP presentation on that day. Alhamdulillah it goes very smooth even after menanges. Hehe

As usual at 12.30 I had my lunch arah kantin. And once again, birthday song lagi. Tapi enda abis pasaaal aku na nyuruh abiskan. Balik-balik baa durang ane. HAHA
I got my maths class in the afternoon. And here again, birthday song lagi. Haiyaa~
Ngantuk ku ee blajar maths aa. Balikbalik lu meliat jam sii Eyol nda sabarsabar kan abis maths.

Surprised! Haha. jahat baa durang aa. Atu kan aku paning-paning, ngantuk-ngantuk bagas belajar Maths. Sekali kana bawa ke U6-2 dengan alasan, “eh panas ee~”, “da, nda ko juin kami liat video??”, “eh.. karang waa balik da kul tiga..” HAHA

Then, we go laa to U6-2. Sekaliiii…. Aku ane membuka pintu. Then, tadaaaaaa~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUDA & YUN~
HAPPY BIRTYDAY TO YOU~

I ignored the singing, I ignored the blast, I acted cool… hahahaha. Tapi sesungguhnya & sebenarnya aku MALU. The surprised was also for my buddy, YUN for her belated birthday-19th July.

To be honest, I did smell something something about the surprised. Hehe. Durang semua acted weird waa-very weird. Plus sii Pai yg selalu melakat sama aku g disappear tarus-tarus. Eata ku hairan.. nyakataku, “mengapa durang ane cane cane aa?” Hmmm… ada tah x ne ee”, kata ku dalam hati. Haha. Then I just layan layan laa. Tapi mun dikanang-kanang balik, cali jua aa. HAHA Good effort guys. Asuh g aa bakat blakon kamu aa. ;p
After gambar2, ktawa2, ngucap2, bebon2, salam2, paluk2, eyum2, kami pun balik.
Oh by the way, today was the last day for my buddy, Zirah. She got the BLNG as OTPS and continued her study arah ITB. Good luck Zirah aa. We do paluk-paluk ea kemarin.
Gonna mish her. huhu

Then, sampai ja rumah, I was soooo busy ready-ready tuk malam. Ada mini celebration. Thanks to babah & mama for this. Hmm.. malas kan ceta panjang-panjang. In short, this gonna be another unforgettable day in my unforgettable moment list. Unfortunately, Pai does not come up last night due to emergency.

Thanks banyak-banyak for the non-stop greeting dari kamu-kamu. Bebunyi tah ganya tpun ku kana misis-misis. May go d bless you all. AMIN

Thanks.

♥ tett9, Zahirah
♥ tett8, Fiqah
♥ all my babubabu & uncleuncle
♥ mu cousins
♥ Majii heart
♥ Pai heart
♥ Eyol
♥ Dannis
♥ Zirah
♥ Amal
♥ Sharl
♥ Atik
♥ Lulu
♥ G-mah
♥ Asmaa
♥ The twins ; zimah & qilah
♥ Zaty
♥ Sii Nurul Tunggi esen esen
♥ Sii Anip
♥ Sii wan
♥ Sii bui
♥ Sii bobi
♥ Hisyam
♥ Sii Ajis
♥ Sii Bulaaaat
♥ Abg Man ku~
♥ Jaim & isteri
♥ Bubui
♥ Ngah Aje
♥ Sii Rahim
♥ Hannee
♥ Kufil
♥ Icha
♥ Hjh Siti
♥ Nisah
♥ Ziqah
♥ Hjh Er
♥ Lukman
♥ Akim
♥ Awee
♥ Adeep
♥ Hillary
♥ Hashim
♥ Rolly
♥ Adi Hazazi
♥ Sii Jul
♥ P-Jul
♥ Ewaan
♥ All GP block 1
♥ All MATHS block 3
♥ & semua-semua


Grateful rasanya ada family, ada kawan kawan yang bekarih and berusaha dengan gigih to make a surprised, to give a greeting, to sing a ‘tegarit-balik-balik birthday song’, and to celebrate a celebration like this. Thanks a lot!

Thanks also for those yang bekarih-karih membagi present. You all are the best gift I have ever had. Sayang kamu semua..

So here I am, a tweet lapan teen girl. I can’t wait for my driving license. Yeheeeee~ Kanyat-kanyat dah rasanya kan drebeng ne. haha. To sii Pai heartku, jadi belumbaaaa??? *kiraikirai* HAHA

This post gonna be my very the very long post ever. No pictures are uploaded. I will upload some later.

To “him”,
6.44pm, Brunei time. 1 message received and that is from you. Thanks for the greeting. I am waiting for it for about 12 hours. I thought you’re gonna be the first person who greets me a Happy Birthday. But, I was wrong. P nda apa laa. At least, u are still remember that the girl named HUDA was birthday on 30th July. :’)


heart, H.

KASIH CINTA SEDIH KECEWA SAYANG

KASIH duduk sendirian di perpustakaan. Fikiran KASIH terbang ke tempat lain memikirkan masalah yang menimpanya. Apa yang pasti KASIH takkan lepas dari masalah itu. KASIH takkan mengaku kalah dengan perasaan sendiri.

Dari jauh CINTA yang duduk bertentangan dengan meja KASIH asyik memerhati KASIH. CINTA tahu KASIH selalu datang ke library. Sudah lama CINTA meminati KASIH tapi CINTA tahu KASIH tidak mudah menerima CINTA. CINTA terus memerhati wajah KASIH menyayangi KASIH dalam diam. CINTA lantas sedar KASIH seakan menghadapi masalah besar. Wajah KASIH yang selalu kelihatan ceria, kini bagai dirundung duka. Tiba-tiba CINTA terlihat KECEWA.

KECEWA menarik kerusi di sebelah KASIH. CINTA memerhatikan sahaja gelagat KECEWA menggangu KASIH. Nyata KASIH kelihatan kurang selesa dengan kehadiran KECEWA. CINTA dapat melihat kebencian dimata KASIH tapi apakan daya CINTA hanya mampu melihat dari jauh. CINTA tahu KECEWA memang sudah lama meminati KASIH. KECEWA sering menggangu KASIH. Tetapi KASIH tidak pernah melayan KECEWA. KECEWA berlalu dengan sepi.

Tidak lama selepas itu, SEDIH, sahabat KASIH datang menghampiri KASIH. SEDIH membawa KASIH keluar. CINTA pun mengekori KASIH dan SEDIH. Hari ini CINTA benar-benar yakin dengan apa yang akan dia lakukan, CINTA lekas-lekas mengejar KASIH.

“KASIH KASIH~” CINTA memanggil KASIH.

“buleh CINTA jumpa KASIH sekajap? Ada yang kan CINTA cakap kan.” sambung CINTA.

KASIH pun mengangguk.

“apa yang CINTA kan cakap aa?? Cakap tah. KASIH dangar.”

“KASIH~ sudi KASIH terima CINTA?”

“aaahh…?? Banar ka apa yang CINTA cakap kan ane? CINTA mimpi ne kali.”

“No KASIH. CINTA serius.”

“Hmmm.. sori CINTA. Biar KASIH explain. Andainya KASIH terima CINTA, KECEWA pasti datang kacau CINTA & KASIH. CINTA maybe inda paham tapi KASIH harap CINTA terima keputusa KASIH. Sori CINTA.”

KASIH pun berlalu pergi.

“KASIH KASIH~ tungguuuu…CINTA masih kan cakap sama KASIH. Bagi CINTA peluang to prove it to KASIH. Pleaseeee…. CINTA tahu KECEWA will do something kalau tahu CINTA & KASIH bersama. But pleaaseee… I beg you. Bagi CINTA peluang. CINTA lama dah perhatikan KASIH. Lama dah CINTA menaruh hati arah KASIH. Please KASIH.”

“Hmmm… CINTA, bagi KASIH masa tuk fikir k. KASIH jalan lu. Sian SEDIH batah tunggu KASIH.”

“CINTA tunggu jawapan KASIH aa.”

KASIH pun berlalu pergi.

KASIH takkan mungkin menerima CINTA kerana KASIH tidak mahu KECEWA mengapa-apakan CINTA. KASIH juga tahu kawannya, SEDIH, suka arah CINTA. Tak mungkin KASIH ingin melihat sahabatnya SEDIH berduka lara.

“CINTA, maafkan KASIH aa. Maybe KASIH bukan yang terbaik untuk CINTA. Lagipun CINTA tahu kan kawan KASIH, SEDIH suka arah CINTA. SEDIH sentiasa mau sama-sama CINTA. Kita inda kan dapat bahagia dan kita akan sentiasa berasa bersalah bila SEDIH melihat kita. Sori CINTA aa.”

Sepi berlalu dihati CINTA. KASIH seolah-olah menafikan perasaan jiwanya. Bagi KASIH biarlah KASIH menunggu SAYANG yang entah bila akan muncul dalam hidupnya. SAYANG… kemana kau menjauh…?

heart, H.

sii July25th

just a short post.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO BNGMAN KU SYG D TYG TYG~ haha

May God bless you with long life and happiness. Many happy returns dear.

I lap u kawan. Nnti mmbalikan HUMMER PUITH k. No watir. haha

Mwaaaaahhhssss.... xoxoxo

heart, H.

sii July9th & sii July19th

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!

haha.. Expired aku aa.

Love you kawansss..

xoxoxo

heart, H.

:: RAJIN ESEN ESEN ::

heart, H.

Be Strong

Tak perlu mencari teman secantik balqis
Andai diri tak sehebat sulaiman

Mengapa mengharapkan teman setampan Yusof
Jika kasih tak setulus Zulaikha

Tak perlu mengharapkan teman seteguh Ibrahim
Andai diri tak sekuat Siti Hajar

Mengapa didambakan teman hidup bak Siti Khadijah
Kalau diri tak sesempurna Rasullah (S.A.W)

Bimbinglah dirinya dan terimalah kekurangan itu sebagai keunikan, carilah kebaikan pada dirinya dan bersyukurlah kerana dipertemukan dengannya. Tetaplah berdoa pada Tuhan agar dia akan terus menjadi milikmu.

heart, H.

The HEART feedback

... miss the old time?? Yeah, I do. In fact, we do.

As you knew, things will never be the same. Yeah, you are true. They can be repaired but yeah, you are true again, the outcome will not be as perfect as we deserved it to be.

Fuhhh~ How should I start this post? Hmm… to be honest, I felt something unusual happen between you and me, me and you, you and her, her and you, you and him, him and you. Something weird. Something hard to explain.

Getting hurt? I do hurt. We do hurt. In fact, I do damnly frustrated. Why??? The answer is beyond my consideration. For sure, everything is changed now. Bestfriend? Yeah, you are still my best friend. No watir.

Understand? Yeah, you are true. We do need to understand each other. I, as a normal person who always try my best to understand others, give the full of me to make, to see people happy. Eventhough deep inside my heart there was a scratch being done without them realizing it.

I tried for not leaving you far away behind. I try to catch you up. Just to put you at the same level. Just like what we were used to be before. And this was done without you realizing it. Once, you are my “pendengar setia”. Now, yeah you still be what you used to be once ago. But just for a moment. Then, I was left alone. Even sometimes, it seems like you were not interested to know about what I try to tell. I know and I understand a new element is added to your life. Congatulations!

The request. It’s not a huge request indeed. I’ll try to give you the best and the full of me to attain your request. But if that doings still not satisfied you and it’s still not what you deserve it to be, an apologize from me, an ordinary normal girl named HUDA for my unsatisfied doings. What I can say here is, that’s all I could give and that’s where my point of limitation dotted. In short, you’re going beyond my ability. I’m sorry. I can’t give you more.

Whatever it is, you were still my bestfriend. It’s just a matter of time and sabar.

I LOVE YOU.

heart, H.